Tell me if there's ever a person who's sensitive to your inner emotions and serious ups and downs. Even if that person made you down or made you think that she hurt your feelings, she would understand and stop being defensive or demand you stop those hallucinations. Those hallucinations aren't made to break up what's ever between you and that person, rather than a feeling passed by during a moment of weakness. You thought you should confess it to her in order for her to understand and clarify the confusion so that you get to be joyful again, but that person chose to let you down. Little did that person know that her words hurt your feelings and crashed your hopes. Not because it's a mistake, but because of confusion. You want that person to understand your pain, validate your insecurities and assure you everything's gonna be ok, but all you hear is a tone of displease. You say it's not personal, she says stop the drama. So after the tension, you start surpressing all those feelings in fear of facing disappointment and misunderstanding. You're tired of talking and explaining, so you start to burst from depression.
There's nothing wrong with the world. There's nothing wrong with people. There's something wrong with you for being way over perfectionist but yet, all you ask for is little of understating.
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are you a secret agent for the CIA?
hehehe..sorry but I read your post during the commercial break of "alias". If you are a secret agent then I don't wanna know about it. :P
I can assume that something is not right .. sometimes people do mistakes yet they realize it later .. and when they hurt it us we just wana them to apologize .. sometimes its really hard for people to understand something even though its sooo obvious for you it can be vague for them .. hope everything goes well hun :*
I can feel that something is not right, I just hope everything goes well. we all go through this once in a while but thats not the end. Keep smiling :)
There's nothing wrong with you, but you can't assume everything is perfect, or is going to be. You should be more realistic so that when something does go wrong, it won't have such an effect. I'm not telling you to be pessimistic, just don't expect things to be perfect. After a while, you'll start caring less and less about things.
I think you summed me up elegantly :)
hamza,
huh!
:P
navy girl,
Thanks hun :*
amu,
Thank you! of course there's something not right!
Will do, thanks ;)
enigma,
The situation doesn't require perfection! Any normal sane person would sympathize and understand your pain whenever you came to him\her for either help or an ear to listen instead of blaming you for having crazy thoughts! You don't near to hear that!
Kj,
Which one? the defensive person or the one seeking someone to listen to you?
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