- I'm dressing more like man lately.
- I'm walking like a man due to the heavy load I'm carrying.
- I lost the glamor of make-up.
The only consolation i have however is the contents of my bag which reminds me that I'm still a female:
- Hand lotion.
- Sanitizer.
- A perfume.
- Mirror.
- Make-up bag.
I seriously and immediately need a make over. Somewhere that starts from my head to my toes; A pedicure, a manicure, hair cut, facial, and a whole freaking day at the spa! God i so need that 
And maybe, just maybe that's why i developed a new habit; designing clothes for myself. I happen to know this great tailor, and since I'm brainless when it comes to being creative, i search for dresses online and try to come up with some exhilarating designs so inspiring. I buy the textiles along with some buttons and accessories and present them to the tailor provided the sketch of design.
But i never knew how tiresome picking the the appropriate textile is! There's this huge and great flaw in me which i call EOCHD; Enormous Obsessive Compulsive Hesitation Disorder. I never stay content with things i buy. The moment i return home, ideas start flipping through my head and without even realizing it, i either dispose that thing or get it replaced!! And it cannot be done with textiles. Once you buy it you stick with it, and if you didn't like it, well then be a girl and suck it up because it cannot be replaced or returned, and good luck finding someone who would find it appealing and buy it! All this trouble after god only knows how much time i spend at a particular shop to choose one!!
Pathetic i know 
And guess what ...? I'm now hesitant with a piece i bought last night and i don't know how it will turn out to be. I guess it's too much floral, and I'm much used to plain textiles actually.
That's why i need a freaking make over, something that would make me different and look different.
I'm rambling nonsense i know, it's just temporary until i get my degree, hopefully. Has anyone been through this before?
18 Interruptions:
emmm u need a make over..that's for sure!
lol la girl dont say that .. wala its okay .. its just a phase that you go through once in a life time .. when you feel that there are things more important to you than every other thing .. and details wont matter ... later on when your done with your degree inshala .. you will get back to the lovely female inside you .. i'm sure your just hibernating for now :D
loooooooool..you design your own clothes? OMG. Why don't you make ur own "ms loala" brands and sell them.
you know..I wish there was a tool where we can exchange. On my side, I am becoming more feminine. Yesterday, I wasted around 2 hours trying all different kinds of skin care and tools to peel the dead skin area around my heel. :P
Welcome to manhood I guess:D
LoooooooooooL
Designing your own stuff is a great way to start. But I think what you need is a break. Take a long weekend and pamper yourself with your girls or alone.
We all need self-pampering at a point or another!
i wanna see ur designs , and plz include me in ur make over i'm graduating in june ans started to look like a ghost ! :/
I dont know how that feels :P but u need a break and a change :D
nope
iv never been in ur shoes b4 and i cant say im sorry!
girl get urself in a salon ASAP
like TODAY
eshna6ra!
damn girl ... i have that disorder thing too , ok im inthe process of building a car from scratch loool soo its worse than ur new hobby :/
ok why should nt i get this part when i can order that part from that place but what if ..
i go on like that for days... as for the looking less fem .. u can tell me where u live so i can give u a pack of my gillette .. ooh wait i dont shave at home i go to il 7alaq .. i can take an appt for u :) go to royal 7ayat my family are always there .. they come back home and they are golden ..
take care of ur self now and dont slack trust me u will regret every momnt u ignored ur self later on .. just my .2 cents
ummm
Why do you girls carry perfumes in your bags? isn't the morning first shot enough?
la7ooooooooool
allah ekon eb 3oonich! good luck. ;*
Loala walla ma7ad yefhemech methly !! I think we were twins in another life ;p honey the problem is that you miss me cuz ga3da adwem 9eb7 9a7 ?? ;p any way tra
3la el teredded it happens to me
3la atfah el things like when i'm hungry ag3d agool should i eat Mcdonald wella KFC?? and I stay for 2 hours just thinking what do i want to eat until i realize that i'm not hungry any more !!
you'll get over it ;)
Ana ba3ad abe head to toe make over. tell me when ur gonna do yours 3asan asawe wyach;p
I have EOCHD too !! hahahha ;p
Laish 3awar ras weya khayay6a oo ta3alay labgay this with that. go to avenues asra3lich ;P
I noticed u always choose the things that cause u headache. ie. Ordering Online too :P
Oh and Hitman .. NO! :P
Big pearls,
Of course.
Navy,
LOL!
I hope so, for my sake :P
Hamza,
You know what ...? that is a good idea.
I would difinitely do it once i get my hands on a cute shop.
Start praying :P
Hasan.b,
Hell no!!
KJ,
I think i need it for a life time!
Zabo0o6a,
Once they're done i'll post them online ;-)
Amu,
And a pretty long one!
Eshda3wa,
LOL!
You know, your comment made me on altert!!!
Cartman,
Thank you :)
Hitman1,
Oh hell no!!!
You don't wanna stink in the middle of the day right under the sun especially in our campus!!
Missy,
Thank you sweety :*
Kel yom salfa,
LOL yal 5ayna .... may9er chithy you have to work in the afternoon :\
g and i,
Wanasa! A girls only hang out :P
Fayoora,
The avenues is hunted now with 3agad. And the clothes too are 3gaideya!!
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